Dude, next time you get comfortable around me, donnnnn't touch me. I don't care if its a hug or whatever, I don't feel comfortable enough for you to even do that. I'll kick you next time, I mean it. I thought you already knew your place... your job is to live your life and listen to my orders if you decide to come and bug me. Once you decide to talk to me, you follow my rules. I'm not called a sadist for nothing.


Anyways. In a good mood. Totally Vocaloid Lover~ Think I have problem....haha...figure plushies of the day.
*dies* Do want! Better watch Otacute once orders open up. I missed Kaito, but I totally don't regret it...I'll rather spend it on Rin and Len<3 Can't miss it this time. Its like $80 per plushie everywhere else besides Otacute. The local stores sure like to rip people off...worst of all, they all seem to be willing to pay $80 per plushie D:. $35 is just fine thank you, its actually more than I would want it to be.

Ohhhhh, Saber Lily Nendo arrived at my local store~~ Got an email~ We can pick her up~<3 Happy~~ x]. I'll be taking pictures~<3 Sebby didn't even get a photo shoot ;A;. Sorry, I've been neglecting you all.

So our calculus teacher decided that since most of the classes grades suck (mine included) she'd make us a deal. An advanced on the state test or a 5 on the AP test would mean 2 letter grades up, an proficient or a 4 would be 1 letter grade up. I need this, but I'm still aiming for a B on my report card. Getting a C is just dreadful....dreadful....;A;. I can't let that happen.

ph_anon....cuuuuuute. All I wrote about was how I wanted Reo to be a girl though. And I believe we do all agree yes? <3<3

Well, life is pretty nice. It's all good. I feel like I have so little problems in my life its abnormal. It's not a bad thing of course.

I hate you. Your annoying. Go away.

You won't ever, ever read this, but I mean what I say.

Go away.

I'm trying so hard to stay awake. Partially cuz I like my internet, and is computer-deprived.....and cuz I will have to be at school for the last day of Grease. Last day~~ YAY~~!!
Anyways. I love a letter saying I've been ditching lately. wtf? I missed 3th and 8th period....my teachers are either blind or an idiot. I'll have to talk to them. No biggie.

Today was a good day~ Only cuz I was wearing my lolita dress and it was an anime club day<3 It's hard to sit in it~ I love it. All my teachers commented. My French teacher was escatic. It was kinda funny~ Lets see...these are some comments, and ideas so you get the jist of it:

( Longer than Expected )

And this is my little rant: Seniors........don't leaveeee, I'm going to be so bored when you guys do. Drumline needs you guys, Choir is already bleh...but I love choir too much, Theater is going to need you guys to. Well, there's still have a semester and a half~ So its cool.

Show week is this week~~ I'm honestly not excited. Haha. Today was our first show and it went...ok. I was spending my time backstage anyways with my friends, so it was fun I guess<3

My dog was wearing eyeliner for the show...I took a picture and laughed like crazy. 3 more nights..........my grades are slipping. I have a bad grade in Calculus right now...Its my only big problem and I really need to fix it dammit D<. Test tomorrow, needs to study.

I got my lolita dress two days ago. I love it, wearing it to school on Friday. Anime Clubs and Staying in school forever since the show won't start till 7 will justify why I want to wear it. I'd be dead if I want wearing something that makes me happy~~
Taking Shana to school tomorrow for a phoot shoot in the grass<3 This show gives me a lot of reasons to do things I like<3

Neways...I cracked..I wanted her....this is what I ordered........



Yes, its the girl with the big rack......only actually dressed. I like the ropes, and the detail....and how pale she looks with her red hair...yeah, I lost. But she will be mine<3 In.........many months. I hate waiting for pre-orders, BRS and Miku is now due in January. It was suppose to be November D<. Delayss...grrr!


Oh, yesterday.wtfry Accepted~ I'm totally nervous at the idea still, but its ok. I'll get used to it. Excitment is good<3

So Halloween was okay~
I realized I have become picky with candy/chocolate. D:.
What happened?

Hahaha....neways. VICTORY~~~ Both pouches are now mine!! Muahahahaha....I will see them in December along with the cup. Now I'm just missing the CD cases :P. I don't think I'll go after those though. I don't need a CD case.

So in Pandora_Rating we are now doing "Which House will you belong in?"
Everyone is either getting Barma or Rainsworth~
But it seems that my votes are heading towards Vessalius<3
I'm totally ok with that since I had no idea where I'd even go with the houses...I just answered the questions xD.

Oh~ I'll make a post on all the rates I've gotten so far after I receive a stamp for the houses...or maybe after another theme...who knows.~ Ratings are fun~ And my stamps are nice<3 (Especially the Rival one with Alice and Vincent) I'm only sad I was too late to play matchmaker from a few months back ;A;.

Haha, I'm having more meat today~<3 Sorry, being pescetarian and coming back after so long....turns people into carnivores...or so my friend says about me. ;;;.

Oh damn, just missed a phone call. Somehow my phone decided to use Truth as my ringtone...I wanted it as my alarm...*Changes back to Swear To<3*

So, I did get the cup. But I won't see it until December. Isn't that sad?
That's because I ended up getting it on Yahoo Japan and the only friend that can order it for me lives in Maryland ;A;. Visiting day...sometime in December...or maybe the first week of January. I'm waiting...

Anyways, so more things popped up on Yahoo Japan~~ I want them~<3
It's been agreed upon. I want these for my B-Day in February<3
So its like an early present! :D. Expect anticipation will be killing me! Thats right. Hahaha.

And here we have these:



Bidding on them on the last hour like always. 23 more hours for the keychain pouch (with Oz on it<3) and one more day for the pouch~<3 Wish me luck~ Or actually wish my friend luck. If we lose the bidding I'd attack him...but don't worry, I'll make sure he doesn't end up in the hospital or anything. Hahahahaha.

If we win I'll have a big victory post...building up my PH shrine ;D

Halloween is tomorrow~~ It simply means Candy Day.
Send in the application to wtfry..finally..I was really done already...but I accidentally went over on my word count so I took longer deleting words...hahaha x].
Didn't go to school today. Sick, but not so sick. :P.
I won the drawing contest...I hope I get my drawing back....haha, my friend wants the digimon hat I won....NO! I didn't go through all that trouble to redraw it beautifully for nothing. I'm sure my V-Mon would love to see me in a digimon hat....now that I remember...where did my digivice go...

Figure of the Day (kinda):


Rin (Vocaloid) From the Song...Daughter of Evil. So cuuuute<3

Oh...and since its good timing~~<3~~
dreaming_dani
Looked at your profile, and we seem to have a lot in common :].
But since you added me your obliged to talk to me ok?
I usually just type what I'm thinking...nonsense...figures...pandora hearts...ok not all of its nonsense. ;P.

So, I'm going as Lenalee tomorrow...should I bandage my legs with toilet paper or draw target signs on them?? xD

Ari~~Good luck with your moving~~ Hope you go to the meet up tomorrow and not get stuck with moving boxes. But hey, your moving closer to me...I can't complain now can I?

Getting lamb chops today<3 It officially ended a week ago...when I had a hamburger...it was good...but I forgot what it tasted like already. ;;;.

Lots of homework to catch up on....for the sake of having time to get candy tomorrow~~

Edit: Finished my lamp chops....teared through them...and nibbled every bit I could find!! muahahahaha...yum<3 I shouldn't have had the pudding though...its cold now...*continues to bit into more pudding* I need a sweater...

I fee like I talk about useless things.
I get gloomy easily, but it seems I stand up on my feet quickly...maybe too quickly.
Today was boring, just got home. Grease rehearsal was boring. My dog Kyon is being stupid as always. I disown him as a dog. He can go find himself another master or stray off somewhere. I'll work hard on my tests. I feel like Junior year is horrible. I'll work hard~



Ok, I don't do that horrible...but I certainly feel like it. Haha.
Working on the application for Wtfry...I'm just really really slow. I'm almost done, its not like its hard.

Oh, and the boobies Figure? Shes not an exclusive after all. My store has her on preorder....so tempting.

Going on Facebook...not cuz I really use it...my friend forced me into it. Next thing you know they're going to make me open a Twitter account....did I already? For school right? Oh gosh.

First thing first....I HATE GREASE. No, the movie itself is ok...but the fact that we're doing a musical sucks. Our drama is ghetto, our choir isn't as great as last year...and no...............our WHOLE SCHOOL is ghetto. Hahaha. Whatever. I had to stay until 6 because of rehearsals today. =/....We suck...haaaaaaaaaa.

Second thing..mmm....I have a darn history unit test tomorrow on Chapters 6~10. I'm sooo not ready. Haha, after this post I'll be off studying. ;;;. Our teacher is offering 50 points extra credit if we dress up as an American Historian Figure...any ideas? My friend blurted out Pocahontas. I'm like...;;;. Maybe.

Third thing....wtfry <3 Trickky, I read the logs and I like it. Haha. I get nervous easily so thats probably my problem. I may need to be told what to do. I get confused easily @__@. So I'm suppose to reserve, and apply? And whats a Journal Sample and a Log Sample suppose to be like? Omg, I sorry with all my questions D:.

Oh...I totally forgot about the Handing Writing Meme I JUST did right now....haaaaaa ;;;.
I don't have a scanner =/...I'll post it up later tomorrow or something.

Friends birthday tomorrow.......CAKEEEE!!! :DDDDDDD....anyways...I wont be on much today. Maybe later tonight...<3

OH~~~ Last thing...cuz my posts can't go without something Pandora Hearts OR Figure related :D

( Figure Related means big Pictures :P )

My friend has been telling me that I haven't talked about Lolita for like ever~
It's true though. Its so expensive and such that I can't think about it, ;P.
I want to go to San Fran though~~~ With that Baby the Stars Shine Bright Store opened.......gosh I wanna go. Hahaha.
Anyways, I'm getting an lolita dress~~<3
Its from Bodyline =3=. But I think its so cute~~ So who cares~ >D.


( I like pretty dresses~<3 )

I cropped it so that the models face wasn't showing. She scares me D:. I don't know why. Hahaha.
I may have to replace the satin bows..but yeah~ free shipping and only $37 right now sounds good x].
I wish they had cuter socks I can snag (I looooooove socks xD)

Oh yea...Taiga Exclusive Swim Suit figure is out now. I wannnnt her ;A;

( the pictures are soo deadly cute<3 )

I was bored, and wondered if any cosplayers from this series popped up yet...and wow. This is totally awesome.


Araragi~


Like damn...

Guess whats in danger?
My wallet.
Even though I lost it..good thing there were only a few coins in there when it happened. ;;;.

Nendoroid Luka~~




Shes soo cute~~~ And Tako Luka just makes it better x3.
( Thoughts and Her Adorable Faces<3 )

My goodness. Here am I doing my homework and I decide to turn on my phone and BAM I get like 4 text messages around the time I turn on my phone...or after. Do they have like phycic powers or something?

Every time I answer one another comes along...and by the time I answer that one...2 others reply.
I'm so tired!! My hand hurts~~ This is funnn~ Its like race. Lawl. To see if I get to rest for a bit. hahaha.
Ok ok, I'm going back to texting now. Here comes another one.

I'll come back if I actually have something good to say.

But like...
My computers been REALLY annoying with me...it scrolls up/down by itself...and its NOT on scroll lock.
The font will change sometimes..ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈｉｓ．
Or the Chinese fonts would be activated. D<
I'm mad....

I got my wig~~ :D. I'm all happy~
Its loooong. Hahaha.
Click to make pictures bigger<3

My thoughts are..
Its so pretty~
I'm so dark!! I'm avoiding the sun!! D<
Hahaha...


I'm sorry that its not rotated D:. I don't know why, but it wouldn't let me. I'l have to upload it again later<3
I love the color~~<3...I really need to get a wig brush. It doesnt tangle like crazy but gosh...its so long. Hahaha. Sounds like its going to be a pain when I go to AX with it. Ari...you may have to hold my hair around the con~ xD

I really like it, its just that I'm wondering how I'm going to do about the bangs. There so loooong. Hahah. I'm no good with scissors ;A;.



Last picture~~ Just cuz I liked it...and I want to show how long it is. Haha. It goes all the way to my mid thighs even. :D. I think thats just awesome. Haha<3

I have none.
Ok...maybe I do have some.
A lot.
I've been pescetarian for the pass year...I think....(cuz I sincerely cannot give up fish) But I want dumplings damn it!
I will eat it up~~~!! Muahahahahahahahaha. Meats been more and more tempting lately. I can live without meat, but sometimes its so damn annoying. I've developed an total hate for hamburgers though. Even if I decided to eat more meat I don't think I'll touch a hamburger.

Anyways. Took my AP Biology test today. Surprisingly it was really easy, especially considering the fact that I fell asleep with minor studying............it was an accident.

So I think I will be going to ALA. I'm not sure. My friend told me to go on Saturday. I would like to go I guess..
She wants me to go as Timcanpi again~<3 Unless I do get my Cheshire outfit together.
My Alice wig will me in my hands tomorrow~~<3
:D.
Can't wait to try it on<3

So because my mom was watching Mimzy with my little brother I did some looking into on Alice Liddell (since she was mentioned in the movie). There are so many fascinating things in the story that I never caught. I've always been a fan of Alice in Wonderland (Which is partially why I was attracted to Pandora Hearts, although not all of it was...I had a feeling of love when I picked up volume one after looking at its cover (but it had to be the the name that made me pick it up in the first place) in the bookstore and I went by it<3), but well...there's so many things that amaze me.

Anyways, for some really really odd reason, I feel like Lewis Carrol life reminds me of Jack, not like I even know much about Lewis...and Jack is definitely better ;]. Even though I do love Lewis' works<3

Just little things in his life though....like....

( Cuz I Talk to Much~~But Hey..its Jack~~<3 )

Haha, anyways. I'm done speaking. Everything I felt or thought was totally accidental...so I wrote out my thoughts. I'm off now.I hardly write anymore...been busy with tests and the Pre-SAT =/. The weeks almost over tho~~ I'm almost done. AP Biology test tomorrow. I failed the first test. (It was @#$% hard) But I'll pass it!! 85% is an A in her book. I better work hard! Instead I'm here...analyzing Alice in Wonderland.....again.....

Like...omg omg omg omg. Hahaha. I'm such a loser.

Loooooooooooooooooooooooook...

The Disappearance of Haruhi Suzumiya : Movie
Coming 2010~~~~<3



I can't wait for this. This better be good. The second season was like...aiii...Endless Endless Endlessss Eight. Lawl.

So I was back tracking on the Pandora hearts manga because I wanted to comfirm something. Then I ended up here...

( ...Confusion... )

What I don't understand is that Jack knows the Will of the Abyss is Alice, yet he speaks of her as something that isn't Alice. Like, "Be careful, your being watched." Sounds scary, haha.  Well, maybe I'm just thinking too much. Well, I'm still confused on exactly which person Alice is...haaaa. I'm tired. Rp makes me think as well doesn't it? hahaha. Alice has the Will's memories, Cheshire and her are important to each other...so which one did Cheshire hate? It can't be the Will, but from Alice's memories...it not her either. And after what happened to Cheshire...where in the world is the Will?? Her beloved Cheshire is in trouble, but Cheshire can't seem to remember her either? I think i need to re-read it again...it sucks not owing the manga, where it will be next to me 24/7

So so so, like omg.

I really want to have some Tsundere Cookies...



I really want some D:. Like there are 12 cookies, and 10 out of 12 are extremely spicy. Tsun Cookies~~ <3
2 of them are Dere cookies, that taste pretty good apparently...(like .the Tsun cookies did before the spiciness kicked in})

So i have concluded I MUST get some. How? I don't know D:. Who's in Japan and wants to ship me some. I'd buy 10 boxes! xD

Neways. This is something i want.
Pandora Hearts Towel. lawl. I'm a loser. But I want it....xD
When do i get my darn PH cup damn it?!